in this space,
have you felt it?
Since the summer
things have not been the same for me
not just here
but in many areas of my life.
Change is always inevitable.
Things are slowing down
though I have never had so many things on the go
as I do right now
a definite storm before the calm
I won't go into what I am doing
it's not as important as the desire I have
to disconnect and pull away from this
hustle and bustle world.
I know it has a lot to do with where I live.
An over populated metropolitan area
where suburbs now run into each other
making the boundaries so blurded
we might as well call it all
But I long for the stillness of my studio
where I can birth the stories
that sit on my chest
and digest in my stomach.
The ones that wait in my ribs
and are racing through my blood
It will come
but to all things there is a process
As I write that I think of Butterfly
How even after she leaves her cocoon
into her hew beautiful self
she sits and waits.
Before she sets off into her new life
she has to hang for a while
so her wings can inflate.
She then has to wait for them to dry
Could you imagine
you've been cocooned for months
during which time you have gone through
an amazing transmutation;
one in which you can now FLY!!!
I think that is where I am at.
Waiting for my wings to inflate...
and this cannot happen too quickly
or I will be crippled
it is a delicate process...
by a Perfect Creator
in the best way I know how
for what it is
that is meant to come.
What are you waiting for my lovelies?
Love and Light